I’ve tried and tried, but I guess I didn’t try hard enough. When one person stops trying, it’s hard to get back what was there before. Since you I’ve could never look at any other person and see what I saw in you. No one mattered to me, it was just all you. My life of being out and meeting new people stopped. I couldn’t go on with my lifestyle because your feeling are all that mattered to me. When you’d get jealous that I’m out with other “Girl Friends” , I couldn’t stand to know that you were hurting. So I stopped. I stuck to school, work, and YOU. I have changed my whole life to revolve around those three things I just mentioned. I never made a girl be the reason for my changes, I’ve always thought that I was doing just fine and didn’t need any adjustments. I still believe I’m fine the way I am. I’m me, and I’m real about it. Maybe it’s best that I just let you go, but then was all my time wasted? Was loving you a waste of my time? I can’t say that, every moment we spent together I cherish. From all the times i’d pick you up from school to drop you home, just that 20-30 min window that we have till we wouldn’t see each other for so long again, every second mattered to me. Distance shouldn’t be a problem and that was my mistake, but I corrected myself and tried to make it work. I put EVERYTHING into tying to make it work, but I guess it just wasnt good enough, and the only person I can blame is myself. I shouldn’t have screwed up in the beginning, and I should of never let you go, but if this is what Life has for me, I just got take it and make something better of it. I really don’t know what to say anymore. I still hope you get the best. I hope the next guy will love you 10x more than i did. You deserve it, your a good person. -Cherry Brah